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-plath
Thursday, April 13, 2006
/9:27 pm
this is going to be emo.. i warn u.
ive changed... i know i have... added a testimonial to my friendster and i read through all of them then came to this conclusion de... the first thing i asked myself was "where did that happy carefree girl go to?" the girl who thought that laughter makes ur heart healthier, the girl who spent every minute of her life in bliss... whats become of her now le?? im too scared to think... very often emo and growing more and more pessimistic day by day... ppl say it happens when u grow up and become more matured... but is tt the reason y?
the past yr sure has brought a lot of changes to my life and the effects be it positive or negative are hard to weigh.. but im sure about one thing that is also what i use to tell him.. things change.. ppl change.. theres no turning back.. but now that its my turn to move on... im finding it super hard... i dont want things to change.. i dont want ppl to change.. and i want to turn back time... i hate to think that theres an expiry date to everything... i dont want there to be a day when we would drift apart... its the preciousness of the present that makes me afraid of the future.. cos everything is so fragile.. and its making me feel super insecured...
ade has proven to me that friendship can be everlasting... and im thankful to god for blessing me with a friend like her.. not only is time our test it is also our witness.. but how many others can withstand the test of time? how many others can trust, keep the faith and confidence in their friendship and ours too? how many has turned their backs on us and let go of our hands? how many has allowed distance to drift us apart? friends forever? can we do that? can we?
there. emo. i told u.
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